i'm quitting this.

it's time i start talking to myself.

begin again with the basic assumption that within you is everything.

everything you need and everything you dont need

remember little thing, like the fleeting nature of physical pain
and forget big ones, like how long the heart can stay hurt

aim for nothing except enlightenment.

the pain in my stomach recedes for a bit and i loose myself watching the shadows the cieling fan leaves on the walls. the slant in the roof means that they get longer and longer and then shorter and shorter, till by end of fan's arc theyre nothing but a black outline of the blade. but look how long they are just a few feet away, a whole armspan of ( Read more... )

birthdays for me are always a bit depressing. any celebration is always kinda saddened by the large amount of people that i care about whose attendance is impeded by geography, family chisme bullshit, and myriad other things ( Read more... )

well, here goes nuthin ( Read more... )

you wake up to daytime t.v. and the united states is losing a soccer match to the czech republic, there's a hurricane off the coast and all my children and general hospital are just the same as they were ages and ages ago when you were young and summer was boring and things were as listless and still as they could ever possibly be.

this city is fucking killing me ( Read more... )

i am coming one step closer to conquering the comma ( Read more... )

christ, what a fucking mess ( Read more... )

if you feel like you need to be saved, go ahead ( Read more... )