sometimes i wish i would go to a doctor and he would find something wrong with my brain, something trivial and easily fixable that has been overlooked for years, and he would fix it and make me remember everything i have forgotten and make me capable of doing everything that i can't ( Read more... )

nothing to say.

I used to think Virginia was just a land of battlefields, and not a land of idylls. But after driving there on absolute whim, passing rivers named after Indian tribes and passing places where wars were fought, we stayed in a home far removed from everything that is my life right now, where there are quilts on antique beds and pioneer-like kettles ( Read more... )

if thoughts are electrical impulses firing between differentiated pieces of protein in your head, determined by a proportion of chemicals flowing in and out of channels, and emotions are physiological reactions to stimuli, also controlled by chemicals and electricity and level of released hormone over which you have no control, and allegedly ( Read more... )

i kind of miss someone i didn't think i would miss. i keep seeing people who remind me. same face, same shoes, same kinds of clothes. i mean, what's going on ( Read more... )

apparently they are building a spaceport at white sands and intend to have commercial space flights be a regular, three-times-a-day thing by 2010. like eating. now instead of watching new mexican fireworks from our backyards, we can watch rocket launches. it is weird to think that something so sci-fi is so within our reach. like the story about ( Read more... )

You were just an airplane in the sky ( Read more... )

i fell out of an airplane.
ten thousand feet.
phenomenal.

i dreamt last night that one of my girl friends suddenly and quite decidedly had, let's say, male genitalia. she was not concerned, however, nor distraught. but she didn't really know what she was supposed to do ( Read more... )

it is not worth coming home for such long periods of time ( Read more... )