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Musings from the Kitten
I was in the shower this morning and I got to thinking.. thinking about the upcoming wedding, all the changes involved, and all the feelings running through my head and I found I really enjoyed pondering these things! The biggest thing I thought about was how I was a slave to Christian. And I know, sure. People hear this and they cringe. ( Read more... ) -
Today's the day
Thanks to 3-way calling, a brilliant modern convenience; myself, my mother, and Christian's mother were able to hash out some remarkable details! Christian and I finally settled on a date. Yes that's right! We picked a date for the big day! -smiling- I would go with a big bit of pomp and circumstance, but I'll settle for a nice, subtle ( Read more... ) -
To New Beginnings....
I woke up this morning and I was different. I know you're sitting there thinking after 30 years, how can I be different? How can anyone be different? Well it's true. I stepped up to a new plateau in life yesterday. I said yes when he asked me to marry him!
Yes! I said yes! At our family dinner yesterday, on one of the most beautiful days ( Read more... ) -
You're Wonderful!
This won't be long, not like the other entries! I was just sitting here thinking about you, thinking about the email I'd just sent.. and thinking of picking up the phone in 15 minutes to call and wish you a good morning! I just really want you to know that you're in my thoughts and that I honestly think you're the most incredible man I've ( Read more... ) -
Pryde in Ownership
This morning, waiting for me in my tasks thread was this one. "Write what it means to be owned by me". When I saw this, I smiled brightly. I smiled, because this is a task I'm going to take pleasure in. Not that I don't take pleasure in them all, because I do! It's just this one is so close to my heart, talking about is exciting! I know ( Read more... ) -
My gift to you..
is my submission. It's the total package. When you give your submission to someone, you give them your faith, your trust, your loyalty, and above all your respect. Submission is the most precious gift to bestow on someone. They have to be worthy, first of all. And when I speak of being worthy, I don't mean they have to be wealthy or a ( Read more... ) -
I Love You....
Do you ever really stop and think about what those three words mean when you say them? Do you ever wonder if you mean them when you say them? Do you ever think about how hearing those words makes the other person feel? I'm 30 years old and I know I've said "I love you" plenty of times. You don't go through life without saying them... cause ( Read more... ) -
A Saturday in Heaven....
That's what I had, thanks to my Doctor.. my Christian. As I sit here, propped up in bed, he's laying next to me, his hand lightly rubbing my leg. We're watching Liscense to Kill and complaining about Timothy Daulton being a god awful James Bond. See, that's something else we share in common.. Something about the stories gets him... and ( Read more... ) -
Making me smile
So, my sleepy man didn't get a chance to jot down anything before he went to bed last night. We were both wiped, something I've been noticing the more we talk. We have earlier nights. -giggle- I think we're just so excited and we talk and talk and talk all day it wears us out! I don't know about you, but I love that. I truly love that! I ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Spoilers Below the Cut
As we try and minatain a constant use of our journal as a way to just improve our communication I'm always concerned what am I going to talk about or strike up a conversation with you about? Our most meaningful and memerable have always been the most serendipitious. Don't worry, one day I'll learn to spell; is why I take talking to you for granted ( Read more... )