Choose... or die. It's just that simple.

I took these pictures way back in February, while I was still in Japan. I went to Kyoto by myself, and it was one of the best trips I've ever taken. No one wanted to go with me, so I finally decided that I should go alone. While I was in Kyoto (by myself), I had a then-life-changing epiphany: it's okay to be alone. I came from my trip a lot ( Read more... )

Can you read my mind?Enough of these one-line posts. I just can't seem to find the right words to express what I don't know I'm feeling. I don't have any of the answers, and neither does anyone else. That's probably because I'm the only that can solve the problems that I have. But what if I can't? What if I don't have the answers? Some things are ( Read more... )

Which do I choose? Turn against everything that I've ever believed in (and still believe in), or follow my heart to my own disaster?

It would have been better if you had just ripped my heart out.

There are times that I just feel like there's nothing going on inside, like I'm just this incomplete waste of a human being. I don't know who or what I'm supposed to be or what I'm supposed to feel or what I'm supposed to think. It's times like these that I just want the world to stop. I just want five minutes peace. I think that's all suicidal ( Read more... )

The icy cold grip of fear reaches up and grabs me, choking my mind and paralyzing me with its unrelenting grip. It rids me of rational thought and destroys my fragile and tenuous hold on sanity. Just two days ago -- just last night -- I was so sure that this was what I wanted, what I was willing to die for. But now, in the light of the virgin ( Read more... )

I'm not letting you go this time. I'm just not.

You're all liars and thieves...

I'm going to go away for a while. Consumed in flames to be reborn... I'm not actually going anywhere, but I'm just going away from the sad mix of people that pollute my life. Be not offended. It's me time. I'm tired of the bullshit. I'm tired of the lies. I'm tired of being stabbed in the back. I'm tired of ( Read more... )

All my life, all I've ever wanted was to belong ( Read more... )