You can just feel it all around you... that suffocating emptiness, that entombing darkness, that unrelenting silence. And you just want to scream, or cry, or run until you die, or have some sort of explosion of life to cure the madness, but it's not forthcoming. You lay there, immobile, reticent, and you implode as you watch the darkness take over ( Read more... )

Just get the story out. You can clean it all up and make it pretty later. For now, just type ( Read more... )

Just fuck it all. There's no point in even trying anymore.

First of all, it's "Don't take it PersonallySecond of all, that is such cop-out attitude. It's an expression people use to let themselves off the hook and ease their way into not taking responsibility for the things that they do. It's a lot easier to shrug off someone's reaction by saying, "You shouldn't take what I say personally", rather than ( Read more... )

Eyly introduced me to this gem. Thanks, babe.

( When you can't find the words, the music will guide you... )

While sitting there, hating me, despising me, wishing that you never met me, just remember:

Me too.

Just for kicks and giggles...

( Get down on your knees, whores... )

You are no longer allowed.

So... I had another photo session with Michael Woodward yesterday. He is such an amazing photographer. We had decided that we were going to go for a more artsy shoot, so he hired a fantastic makeup artist, Diana Cascioli, to do the makeup. We were going for a Cirque du Soleil kind of feel. I'm not sure if we actually achieved that in the finished ( Read more... )

Everyone's favorite thing: A Photo Journal!!

Let me begin by saying this: Michael Woodward is an awesome photographer. I found him through littlekaelynn and I had a session with him on Monday night.I have another session with him in a few weeks, for which I wait with baited breath. Our next session will be an edgier shoot, complete with a fantastic makeup ( Read more... )