she turns to him and asks if she can kiss him. he hesitates and wonders what this all means. but he couldnt resist her even in her drunken state. it almost heightens her sexiness at this point. as she leans over and makes the first lunge, hes startled at her ferocity. it became quite evident that her thirst needed to be quenched by his lips which ( Read more... )

this will be my 1201 entry on this here livejournal. hello again. this is not a comeback. i never left. i was just living a life that had me in a tizzy. i want to get back into writing again. i want to be organic again. i dont want things to feel manufactured for the consumption of the general public. i yearn for that refreshing new thing thats ( Read more... )

if you are going to burn bridges, make sure that youre going to be able to traverse those treacherous waters one day. because as hopeless as it seems at the moment, there will come a time where you will be reunited with that person again whether you like it or not. so come armed with a life jacket and be prepared to sink or swim.

sad songs are the only things getting me through this... i hate myself.

not that there needs to be any public service announcement being made on any kind of changes in my life, but i felt the need to address this issue now to be able to look back on this state of mind and change that i plan to embark on ( Read more... )

the month of july has done nothing but be all about the unveiling of a new me. i came in determined to make a statement that was brash and unapologetic, and i couldnt be anymore happier with the results. throughout all of these drastic changes, i have made a significant effort in staying true to who i am and not relish in the changes as if im ( Read more... )

heres another random journal entry. this past week has been insane in the membrane, so many different emotions fluttering in and out of my head and i feel that i never really get to step back and process it all. i mean im in good standing with a majority of the things going on in my life aside from a couple glaring hinderances that happen to come ( Read more... )

my uncle called me the other day while i was out with my family celebrating my parents' 26th wedding anniversary at the casino. i was in the midst of breaking even on a slot machine that i had been sitting on for about an hour or so when i took his phone call. he asked me what the family was up to and how my life was going. it was your typical ( Read more... )

im not one really to name drop in any of my journal entries since the beginning of time. but i am more than happy to name drop jet antonio on here because i think hes probably the one person that ive been dying to get to know better but havent really in the past year or so. so this is my cry out to you jet. id like to get to know you better. there ( Read more... )

im really tired. i didnt want to put the effort out to write something but i feel that its necessary to do so. it has been eight years since i have been writing in this journal. its been a lot more off than on these past couple of years but its always managed to capture the keen kodak moments of my life. whether they reflected the good, the bad, or ( Read more... )