now your friends are sorry for me
they watch you pretend to adore me
but I'm no fool to this game.

OH MY GOD.

on this road trip ive been thinking a lot...about a certain someone. could it be that as much im disgusted by that revolting scum bag im actually not over him? or is it the fact that i kinda miss having someone and since he was the last person i was with i automatically think back to him? it cant be a good thing thats for sure...considering every ( Read more... )

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so i got a new phone... i was about due since i've had the same phone since my senior year of high school. I have no idea how to use this thing and its definately smarter than i am so its probably gonna take me 8 years to learn how to use this thing. i like it tho. its the matrix. theres a ring tone on it that reminds me of a ring tone i had on my ( Read more... )

wow he actually made me cry for the first time tonight.  i didnt see it coming.  it wasnt even him. it was his words. i feell really low about myself right now. why does every guy have a need to make me feel insecure.  i just cant believe he actually said all of that. i dont even know. i cant even explain it to him. 

soooooo i went to AC today con mi padre.  he really likes to gamble and my mom hates it and refuses to touch a slot machine.  when she does she washes her hands 8 times, bathes in purell, then complains that she might get menigitis.  i think im starting to take after her...that actually kinda reminds me of high school... when jessica payton coughed ( Read more... )

i love being home.. especially since my house at rowan is falling apart.  somebody broke in and robbed us, we have mice, and the water is coming out brown.  lovely... gotta love the phi sig house.  butttttt i have to say... i miss these girls like whoa.


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