i guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. you get used to not expecting phone calls, & having nothing to do at night. you don't expect to turn around to open arms any longer. the small sounds of him, have been replaced by silence. your thoughts echo through your head w/no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn't terrible.. ( Read more... )

hmm today was alright.

1st &2nd hour- didn't go, ricky and saltwater came and got me at like 7;15 and we went to Mcdonalds :) yummy and then of course rickys ghetto ass car wouldn't start so we were fucked, but he called his mom and she came and got us. dude it was soo cold that peice of shit has no heat and i had no jaket! lmfao grr. but anyways ( Read more... )

wow this weekend went by really fast. grr >:o| well friday i spent the night at kristins house and we just talked n' such, got in trouble like 64764778786768 billion times for being loud lmao.

saturday- we woke up and i came home and took a shower and cleaned my room so i could do somthing, waited for my mom to get home and then we went to my ( Read more... )

testing <3