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I am so tired...sort of. I'm happy though, I finally got the Trapt cd and it's super spifftacular. Kelsey and I have somewhat made up. I'm just not real sure but whatever. I'm talking to Jonathan and bein all around bored...so yeah...peace.

I went to Homecoming Saturday. I went and got an outfit and got my sister to do my makeup. That felt weird having all that stuff on my face. I had a good time though. Kramer got me to dance. I didn't think I could dance. I don't think I really can...its all in my subconscious. I know most positively for sure that he doesn't like me, but ( Read more... )

I was talking to Jonathan...he's going to homecoming with some girl named Megan...that's heartbreak for you. I knew Kelsey and the others were wrong but I convinced myself that they could be right. I was stupid to do that.

To Jonathan:

If I only I could tell you how I feel...to tell you how much I wanted to go with you to homecoming...how much ( Read more... )

I feel so alone...I fell like I'm just moral support for hire. Everyone just ignores me and blows me off when everything is going great but the minute they need someone to vent to or a shoulder to cry on they come running to me. Thereby making me MSH (moral support for hire). Really I'm sick of it and it's annoying...I just want everyone to be ( Read more... )

Ok I'm being indifferent today, and I don't know what started it. I think I do know though. See my school's homecoming game is Friday and the dance is Saturday. I kinda wanna go to the dance. Yes big shock to those of you who know me. I am willing to go to a conformist social function...lol. But see the thing is I want to go wtih jonathan, as ( Read more... )

I guess today was pretty cool. I've had a pretty good week. I got a car yesterday and my sister called today to tell me that she bought good charlotte tickets woo hoo! I talked to Jonathan for a while after school, he said he'd call me back but never did, oh well no biggie, i'll talk to him tomorrow. Anyways there really isn't much more to say.

Friday I found out that I have a 65 in Pre-Cal. Well I think its because I transfered into the class and missed some notes so it took me a while to catch up. Well atleast I passed my test, but I am still gonna go re-take it on Friday. So, anyway, I was gonna hide the grade from my mom until I could bring it up. Well I found out today that they' ( Read more... )

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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever ( Read more... )

I'm officially happy!!! The happiest I've been in quite some time. I think it might be the paint fumes..hehehe j/k. Seriously though, I repainted my room this weekend. My room is finally BLUE!!! well atleast two walls are blue, but its still blue. My mom and I painted from about 8:00 p.m Friday night to 2:30 a.m. Saturday morning. Then about ( Read more... )