I've spent a majority of the day walking around my house in a sort of daze. As said in my previous entry I cried yesterday, over my Grandfather's death last year. I've just not been able to get rid of the cloud hanging over my head. Then about 20 minutes ago i burst into tears as I shut down my computer and starting screaming my head off. I ( Read more... )

My head is throbbing. I feel weird, and I cried in church today. My youth minister talked about death and saying goodbye and it reminded me of my gradfather who died last year. So i bet that's why i have a headache. Then when I was crying I was kinda hoping Jonathan would be there but noooo he wasn't, but i guess its all gravy Chase comforted ( Read more... )

I am so hyper it is NOT funny. I am having a really good day. I'm talking to Jonathan right now and we're being absolutely stupid. Our personalites click in some odd fashion. But hey a friend is a friend no matter how odd they are. I'm still a little dumstruck that chase called me...it was so weird. I just don't get calls out of the blue ( Read more... )

Today was ok, the world is still spinning and my heart is still beating so I'm all good. I got a very unexpected call from my friend Chase today. he just called me out of the blue and we talked for roughly an hour, it was interrupted alot. We talked about nothing which I guess is cool. I talked to my other friend Jonathan last night...that was ( Read more... )

Nothing specical has happened today except for the fact that my best friend and I sorted out differences that desperatly needing sorting out. Now we're on good terms though so its all good in the neighborhood. I am in a fairly good mood.