It has rained every frickin day this week!!! Rain just go away and never come ever again! I hate the rain...Its so depressing. I need something to do. I am so bored...I wanna go back to Starbucks. That's always fun. I also wanna go to Astroworld. Man Melo is moving super slow today. I'm so bored. There's nothing to do and noone to talk to...

I'm so bored. There's nothing to do. Oooooh Chase gets back today! YAY!!! My buddy is coming home. Tonight is church. I'll probably end up at Starbucks again...hehehe. I love starbucks now. I should probably clean my room but I really don't want to...its such a boring task. But then again I could go through all my stuff. That's always fun ( Read more... )

I feel so helpless in this world...in this life. I feel like I can't stand strong. I've always been more than happy to support my friends and family. I've prided myself on being the rock, attempting to help them stand strong even when I struggled under the weight of it all. I've always tried to be there for my friends. Telling them to call me ( Read more... )

How is life treating the rest of the world? I guess its treating me ok, aside from the fact that I am torturing myself to some extent. Sadly I like Chase still and it hurts cause he likes Amanda and he talks about it. Sometimes I want to hit him upside the head and yell "I like you! So shut up about Amanda!" But then that would make going to ( Read more... )

Ok I was talking online with Jonathan and my friend Ashley. well jonathan's older bro is Ashley's b/f. So ashley said Jonathan was being really rude saying Jonathan told Ash's b/f that she wasn't on. So I got on and started to stick up for her and try and convince him to let ash's b/f on and i started to get mad and I said "I don't even know ( Read more... )

Woot Woot! I get to go to the Vans Warped Tour Concert with Chase!!!! I can't wait. I really couldn't believe my mom said I could go. See Chase is 17 and I'm 15..well almost 16. Well he's a guy and I'm a girl. My mom is pretty wary about that. well I was also suprised she let me go to a movie with him so late but that took some begging. ( Read more... )

I just spent a night out with my best buddy chase. We left YAC at like 9 pm and went to take Kelsey home. Then we went and picked up tickets for 28 days later. I decided I'd go see it with him. So then we went and hung out at Starbucks, he drank Caramel Macchiata and I have a Vanille Creme Frappucino. So then we saw the movie and left. Well he ( Read more... )

I woke up at 11:35 in the afternoon today. It was horrible. I didn't go to bed until like 2:30 am because I was talking to Jonathan. Then I tossed and turned all night because of the scary movie I went and saw last night. So then at about 12 my cousin comes over and we're making an attempt to work on her orchestra video. My computer starts ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an exhausting day. Well only a little anyway. I was forced into going to eat with my family, but my cousin was there so it was all good. Then she and my other cousin and I went and saw this zombie movie called 28 days later...creepy. It was terribly creepy. But at the same time it was pretty cool. I can;t sleep right now...so I ( Read more... )

Well I just spent another lovely evening with Kelsey and Chase...it was quite interesting. We just sat outside and chilled then we went to watch a movie, and Chase ended up laying in my lap and Kelsey like holding onto my right leg. We're a very close group of friends. So yeah anyway I am feeling much better than I was earlier. I guess Chase ( Read more... )