I have just been “watching” an half hour programme about coulrophobia. I invert comma the word watching because I actually have coulrophobia myself so, though this was obviously of interest to me, I had to put a pillow over my head and just listen.

It said that as far as phobias go this is a rare one - lots of people have an extreme dislike of ( Read more... )

Every year, around this time, I get an urge to learn how to surf.

This week I've been thinking "This year I WILL do it".

I've just done some research into it (want to do it in UK - can't afford anything too expensive), and the latest time is July.  Sob. 
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I've missed out so much stuff ( Read more... )

Why can't I stop eating when I get in?  I just ate a full box of Pringles and a bag of McCoy Salt & Vinegar crisps and now I will be too full to have any tea (I fancied chilli & rice).

Last Tuesday

Binned my "friend", ****.  Met him in the pub round the corner of my flat around 7.  Went to The Lock Tavern, cos I hate The Pembroke.  Took acid and ( Read more... )

Have 9 minutes left in an internet cafe - accidentally broke my laptop last night ( Read more... )

On Saturday afternoon I met my friend Chris - not CHRIS but Chris from Manchester.  We had a couple of coffees before his train back.

Went to Slimelight with Sophie.  Met her in the Dev first.  Saw my "friend" in there - I thought he fell out with me forever at the end of the night cos I was really bitching about one of his friends (in her earshot ( Read more... )

I deleted my My Space account.  My "friend" came over last night (and stayed the entire night - YAY!), and as I was coming round from passing out from the GHB he had given to me he mentioned that one of Lily's (his girlfriend) friends had called her to say there was lots of stuff on MS that I had written about me and "my friend".  BITCH!!!!  I hope ( Read more... )

I just went for my monthly eyebrow wax and tint.  She put on the same dark shade as when my hair was red - DISASTER!!!! :(

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I've found it AT LAST!!!!  I've been searching YEARS for this, cos no-one believed me it existed!!!  I used to fall off the settee literally peeing myself laughing at this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (doesn't seem THAT funny now, but it still amuses me!!!!

I've finally got to type an e-mail - I've been sat in front of this thing, not moving, for about 6 hours now, planning to write an e-mail but just pondering on things and twiddling my hair. I have far too much on my mind when I shouldn't - I've not even got a job - I should be putting my energies into looking for work, not daydreaming/worrying ( ( Read more... )