school was school. im slipping in math. i shouldn't copmlain i got 2 96's but, that's slipping for me hahahah. i've been killing myself over practice regents. guard was guard. im in such a bad mood right now. fuck you bitches lol. ugh im angry idk why.im not an angry person ahhaha. as;ldgjSDLGKJ

yeah whatever just when i felt okay i start feeling like shit again. whatever. =( this weekend was good htough i shouldn't complain. i really am all frowny faces inside though

today was regents prep classes. i went for math and earthscience. i think i'll do really good. yay. then i went home. chilled and went to mellies at 730 where we went to american haunting at 7:50. WORST MOVIE EVER. then afterwards we hung out with michelle sotero and amy coonan. wooooo. HAHAHAH THE GUY THAT WANTED MY PIECE IN DECEMBER GRABBED MY ( Read more... )

i've been better lately! while yes i do still feel like complete shit 98% of the time. it's a lesser degree of shit[yes there are degrees of shit! believe me lol]. i don't think i've ever been happy to feel like shit but it's good to know that i'm feeling kind of better. yeah. =) im done. peaceee.

yesterday i yelled at coach james because he's a dickhead. i told him to get overhimself and htat i dont give a shit about his class, etc. he told me he's going to give me a cutslip<3 then guard was okay. the work isn't that bad but it's not like.. .amazing either. just a LITTLE bit harder than last years. just a little. but still ridiculously easy ( Read more... )

i was in a really really good mood today up until now but that's okay because the days almost over. =)

i love paris hilton. i was being dramatic in my last entry. as i usually am about my life. lol. well im still at my dads. i'll be home tonight. pce!

i have come to the conclustion that i think i will be bored in malverne high school colorguard and wont get any solo's because she's looking for a girl. also i will take ballet classes in the fall/winter.

whatever maybe i deserved the 65 in english. i'll just work harder this last semester and get over a 90. yeah. that sounds good. i'll pick up in all my classes even though some of them dont even have much room for improvement (more room for failure) so i'll be okay if i just maintain them all above a 90. except for gym because i can care less. ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say here. i feel really weird. i've never like felt like this before. it's just this weird feeling as if like something bad is gonna happen or like im disappointed in myself or somethin idk. i feel just so weird. hm. hopefully it'll go away but i just find myself so disgusting right now. whatever and then there's well... yeah ( Read more... )