my only purpose now is to prove to everyone that I'm better than what they thought ( Read more... )

nothing but good things coming out of here

For some reason I'm ridiculously unhappy. I came home to enjoy myself and relax and i have cried for three of the four hours I've been home. It sucks. but it's not my family it's my life. I'm just unhappy. Something has to change

I'm trying my hardest for things to go well. I'm working hard to be nice to everyone and make an impact instead of being negative about everything. I wish the past week had gone differently. I don't really know what I'm going to do. I am going home this weekend to hangout with my mom because I most definately forgot her birthday was friday. Luckily ( Read more... )

so the past day or so I've talked to people I haven't talked to in a long time. I miss them. I don't know why I ever stopped talking to them. I miss ty and hoffman. They were like brothers to me for the longest time. I am most def. hanging out with them as soon as possible. They call me and fill me in on everything. I miss hanging out period. I can ( Read more... )

this is me saying I'm sorry to all the people I've been rude to or ever done anything/said anything to. I don't give people chances. I'm sorry.

Can we start over?

didn't take long.
guess I'm just young and dumb.
can't say I'm sorry enough.

I hate seventeen year old wannabe in with the band girls. I hate the girls that flirt with older guys on myspace just so they can seem like the most amazing people ever when they go to shows. I hate the fact that they get guys all hot and bothered about them but they are merely nothing but little sluts. I hate those girls. Those girls know nothing ( Read more... )

I'm homesick already. I didn't even make it a full day before I want to run back. I miss home so much already because at home there's always something to do. someone to see. my heart hurts right now and I don't really know how to deal. I don't know much at all. but I do know that I can tell from my books that I have the six hardest classes ever ( Read more... )

Tonight made me feel so much better. I have been ridiculously depressed the past few days because my parents treat me like a twelve year old. They don't realize that I'm almost twenty. I still have a twelve o clock curfew and many other things. I can't wait to move out with sarah so christmas trees can fall out of the sky at us every night.. I'll ( Read more... )