I have never felt so alone.
I know sarah's got my back and I know I have a few true friends but I feel alone in a different way.
I gotta focus on the task at hand.
Saving up
Moving to Charlotte.
School.

I need to do something with my life.

I'm sorry.
I'm stupid.
I know.
You were right.
I knew better.
I didn't act better.
I lost it all.

over and out.
I'm dead to the world.
I broke my cell phone.
I'm not gonna be on here.

I'm happy.
I have a boyfriend person who is pretty good.
I have my friends.
I have my life back.
AND
I have my best friend back.
I don't need much else other than March 22 to be here.

I think I'm happy?
I kind of like it.

but can't get too wrapped up.
gotta keep it cool

I wrote this huge post and I don't even think it deserves being out there.

I love my life.
I love my friends.
I'm happy.

I am the queen of fucking up.

I hate when girls fuck over my boys. They are fucking retarded

The past few weeks have been hell on me. I've been on an emotional rollercoaster and to top it all off I'm sick now. The campus doctor says that I have some sort of viral infection that will last 5 to 7 days and then just go away. I wish the seven days was up. I can't stop sneezing. I'm supposed to go to Joshie B's show that he booked on thursday. ( Read more... )

tonight has made my life
I miss sarah