so random that i am actually on this shit again, surely nobody that i once was friends with no longer checks it or maybe they do. who the fuck knows. so not too much has been goin on with me lately just doing what everyone else does when they leave high school, try and make a living. what happends to those friends that u once saw as ur soulmates ( Read more... )

 so ( Read more... )

yeah...so long time no fuck'n type ( Read more... )

i have been really sick ( Read more... )

downfall of this fucking shitty ass week was this morning...
  maybe getting in contact with him was bad for me like kierra said... Now i miss him an awful awful lot...
and it feels as though he doesnt miss me...but who am i to think such a thing.....patrick told me to go find another guy and put it all in his face...but i dont know...and there is no ( Read more... )

hey everybody

so this week has been very hectic and what not...i mean not really but whatever

so  how is everyone? i know nobody will answer that....

this entry was pointless...hahaha
 ♥lauren

so...

yesterday my mom came home and we sat on the couch and we watched next... it was pretty intresting seeing her make faces at the ppl who didnt have shapes and say eww to the lesbian who was obsessed with 70's and roller skates...i love her...
 then i hung out with melissa and went with her to get her haircut...i love it alot...i have been ( Read more... )

-so i am sittin here gettin ready for my thoughts in my head that come every so often when i  think about "him" which has been pretty often recently...i am still in shock over this...b/c i did nothing wrong in my eyes and victor said i did nothing wrong in coreys eyes...but that kid just felt like doing it...so im guessin he felt like taking my ( Read more... )

so..today was just another lazy day...i feel like a ton of shit...and its bothering me...i feel fat i really need to work on fixing my figure because it has really lost it pizzaz(sp ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )