I woke up hurting again, this time the pain is more emotional, more spiritual. darkness surrounds me and the ground feels moist, almost alive. quiet rustling sounds surround me, and i feel the vibrations in the air are threatening. waves of euphoria crash over me, pulling me further out in a sea of overwhelming emotions. I must feed off this force ( Read more... )

it was only one hour ago ( Read more... )

sometimes the changes that happen to us dont decide our fate. sometimes it is our fate that decides the changes that happen to us. if the trees dont know why we kill them, how could we understand anything that bewilders us? do we have control? we control the actions we make, but do we control why we decide to make those actions? is there any real ( Read more... )

Pay no mind to this daily systematic removal of our direct link to the elder frogs.

I woke up hurting. I am going to try and go back. The house is surrounded by blue, but I believe this dimension is distorting the natural language of the sky. The trees are no longer crying in vain for the terror of the chainsaw is now very real. I am no longer alone in the destruction of nature, for I have created a life to aid me in her demise. I ( Read more... )

A case for man as the creator has been fabricated from an analogy to delayed-choice experiments in quantum mechanics. In such experiments it appears that the observer can influence the outcome of quantum mechanical events. With every quantum particle there is an associated wave. This wave represents the probability of finding the particle at a ( Read more... )

I suddenly became strangely inebriated. The external world became changed as in a dream. Objects appeared to gain inrelief; they assumed unusual dimensions; and colors became more glowing. Even self-perception and the sense of time were changed. When the eyes were closed, colored pictures flashed past in a quickly changing kaleidoscope. After a few ( Read more... )

i feel funny. kind of light but kind of heavy i cant really explain. very confused but yet still... i started wrtiing this with lots of ideas now the keyboard is more interesting then this journal thing so im done now. im gonna go outside and smoke a cig and take it from there. going good so far. i didnt eat many actually i dont know i made tea so ( Read more... )

The trees are becoming restless. dancing in the wind like madmen, they call me to them. the skies are turning black as they peek through the window. there arms stretching out, shadows of there spindly fingers playing on the walls. they're coming for me. calling me out of my safe abode, feeding from my fear, i am no longer safe. I watch as the ( Read more... )

"The mark of the beast" is mentioned in the Book of Revelation, chapter 13, verses 16-18 ( Read more... )