Through the keyhole, I have seen it, a flicker of light illuminating a room of death. The decay of lives i could never replace. Lose them all. Lose one. Choices decided by a glimpse. The life boat i should have never gotten on. Full of holes and unable to make it to the shore. So much bailed out for reasons that logic had no hand in. Attempts of ( Read more... )

I miss you, i cant touch you or even call you, im here hoping you are at least enjoying your time, that its everything you wanted it to be and not the things you fear, i miss you, this has been the longest day, the second day without you, im sad, im lonely, i feel unlike myself, because my true self is not here, its in Georgia,i miss you, im ( Read more... )

As i long to be one with you this world forces us apart ( Read more... )

I have surrendered,
Im yours til the end,
You caught me falling,
And i cant pretend,
That i am not scared,
That i will survive,
Love me forever,
Without you i die...

I havent thought of using in quite some time ( Read more... )

I have moments of resolve,
then i notice it desolve,
from stone to jello i do change,
and all my pieces rearrange...

There is something i am missing ( Read more... )

Enemy of mine,
ill fuck you like the devil,
violent inside,
beautiful and evil...

Melting,
into you,
surrounded,
and complete,
satisfying,
deeply,
satisfying
And so ill fall ( Read more... )

This serenity
is subjectively,
releasing me,
from captivity

I do believe,
that suddenly,
i finally see,
the tiny strings,
that pull on me,
now i perceive,
that sanity,
is here with me...

Stay with me,
sweet memories,
of silly things,
and used to be's,
do not release,
this travesty,
from reveries,
and destinies,
im lost in the,
Nostalgia...

Had a dream today,
This place was empty,
You were not here,
A beginning and an end.

Maybe one day,
Ill be different,
But love is...
Watching someone die,
Even if they are,
Killing themselves,
Sit by there side,
And tell them a lie,
Holding there hand,
Happy you tried...

Changing is hard
Metamorphosis unreal,
Easy running scared,

Maybe a little,
It'll eat up my sadness,
Maybe one more,
To remind me I'm alive

You can consume me ( Read more... )