There are so many unknowns out in the universe now. All the things that leap through my mind that I am trying to get over but it makes me feel completely and utterly alone ( Read more... )

Supposedly, however long the relationship is, take that time in half and that is the amount of processing and mourning you need. I have a month and a half left. I might need it ( Read more... )

My sister is a born again Christian and I am not a Christian. And I finally told her that I wasn't for the first time in 8 years. Perhaps she already knew deep in her heart but once it got vocalized, I am terrified that it will change things, especially how she sees me with her kids ( Read more... )

Yes. It is going on three months and I am still depressed about the break-up ( Read more... )

Work is making me exhausted and keeping me interested. It is repetitive but definitely never the same. Damn produce codes to memorize ( Read more... )

I know exactly what I want - I want someone to make me special and to wait until I am ready to sleep with them. NOT fuck, but sleep ( Read more... )

I hate that you are still in my heart ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely and depressed. Unfortunately, there isn't a whole lot that I can do to distract myself. I go to work to have something to do ( Read more... )

I need constant distraction today. It is the dreaded Valentine's Day and I refuse to look inside the tiny little jewelry box i have. So far, it isn't too bad. I have been watching Grey's Anatomy like an addict and I have dinner with my best friend, my nieces and my mom ( Read more... )

But where else can I go to complain? It is easier to tell the good stuff to other people and they can be proud of you and want to be around you. It is harder to tell people the bad things, especially when they are people who have the tendency to try to top your bad news with their bad news ( Read more... )