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Would I?
With all this spare time to myself, it is the most dangerous time because I have hypothetical conversations and personal pro-bono therapy ( Read more... ) -
Please see me
He is online at this very moment. On gmail when I am on gmail and on Facebook when I am on Facebook. RIGHT after I had just cried in my room obsessively listening to his save voicemail from months ago. I am PRAYING that he talks to me or makes some mention of me. In the very least that he doesn't change his relationship status yet. I don't want him ( Read more... ) -
Obssession No Longer Justified
When I am with someone, in love or in lust, I am a woman dedicated. I want to spend as much time with them as possible and never want it to end ( Read more... ) -
Some days are better than others......
But then there are moments that I feel my heart beating and it hurts ( Read more... ) -
In recovery....
I don't know how long this whole "moving on" process should typically take. I went on my joke of a plentyoffish.com to see what I could find. At least someone to talk to. Someone who could give me some special attention that I desperately need right now. In the end, I ended up feeling more pathetic than ever. I stepped into a supposed online fling ( Read more... ) -
CRISIS!!!!
Not even 24 hours after my first official breakup and I am going through an existential crisis. A big thanks to my brother-in-law, Double-D, but I would like to thank myself for the fact that I have been holding this crisis in as long as humanly possible ( Read more... ) -
11 Months Later...
Well....over two years later from about the time I first posted. It is the end of 2010 and the end of my first legit relationship and my first real love ( Read more... ) -
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So i haven't posted in a loooooong time but I figure why Maddie's brother is taking over the TV with Anime, now is a good time as any. Here are the high and low lights of 2008 (probably in not any particular order ( Read more... ) -
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I can't wait to go home and this personal drama within myself to be over ( Read more... ) -
Countdowns
5 days until I go to my first Ukrainian Thanksgiving vacation
13 days until my mom comes to visit
14 days until first night of Revels
15 days until second night of Revels
23 days until I go home
41 days until I go to Israel