I didnt spent any time with jason yesterday...I didnt even have to see him before he started in. I can't handle it when he is grumpy...But i will do whatever the fuck I want to do. Last I checked he wasnt my father right...right...grr It's hard to love someone that negative...

so this is what i did instead.

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hello all. i have aquired a new journal. if i havent added you to it and you would like to be added my URL is http://www.livejournal.com/users/explicetstars78/

I just talked to jason. He started off our convo with "you are not going to believe what girl i just hugged and kissed all over"...of course i get defensive right away. but then he told me it was sara!!! YAY! I'm so happy that they finally talked. hopefully jason will now realize how important she is to him and NOT fuck it up again ( Read more... )

Does anyone know how to go about emancipation ( Read more... )

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today after i got back from jennys i spent some time with my J. he is really sick so i babied him and took care of him. i felt really bad for him because he looked miserable. I couldnt help but kiss him all over his face. but i havent stopped coughing seince i got home so we shall be sick together i guess. Jason can be such a sweetie when he wants ( Read more... )

The Video for my chemical romance's "ghost of you" deserves A FUCKING OSCAR!!! i get alo of shit because i like them but god damn...Watching the lead singer makes me want to like cream my fucking panties.....

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nothing is harder than finding a job in this town. god....the economy in jackson sucks balls ( Read more... )

i am so tired but i know i wont be able to sleep. this has to be the most horrible feeling in the world. I have gotten to the point again that i can't sleep with out some kind of sedative. I either have to be high or all fucked up on PMs to fall asleep. Jason is always complaning about how much weed i smoke but i just dont think he understands. I ( Read more... )