Today I had to watch my daughter leave me with her daddy who gave up all rights. She will be gone for 4 months. I haven't even been away from her more than 1 night at a time. I feel so numb all over, still hear her cries and smelling her smell. I need her so much. My worse fear is that she won't remember me and will hate me when she returns. I took ( Read more... )

Well today is a day I am happy and sad. Happy cause I am in love with a wonderful person. Saddened because my daughter is about to leave me for 4 months Wednesday. I haven't spent more than one night at a time away from her and I am heart broken.Scared to death as well. My birthday is coming up on the 24th and she won't be here with me... Then I ( Read more... )