yes, im in early labor, the thing is, am i ready for it.. i don't know... i've got a lot on my mind.. wanting this out of me and be me again.. it's hard enough having no one there with me.. but i guess life does go on, i haven't spoken to him yet, and im not going to be the one who is, i know that i pushed him to say what was wrong but i don't know ( Read more... )

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its been a long time... yes.. very long time... haha...... hi how you lvejournal people... im dead.. i died and i came back, teehee.. im mainly using myspace... so yea.. to look for me.. just copy my email and your set.. crying_emotions@yahoo.com okie.. bye bye

this year has been ups and downs... i went to the hospital again last week cause of my stomach and finially found out what was wrong woth me.. i have a ovary infection... thats what the er doctor sayed.. when i went to the regular doctor.. he sayed it was a pelvis infection.. but anyways i'm taking medicine.. and it makes me feel really funny.. im ( Read more... )

it was weird.. an aqward silent moment with my family.. christmas was okie... i got useful things.. such as towels, blanket, and underwear from my relatives.. and makeup from my mother.. val got a present too.. he got a t-shirt.. but christmas with the family wasn't the same.. i went to visit them.. and i was very bored.. all they do is sit around ( Read more... )

yesterday i finally checked my xanga and the daily ramblings of other xanga people, and i found jamie's very interesting.. i don't think she won't ever stop talking "shit" but hey she called me a devil... ha.. its funny how she is.. she can't face me.. ever, all she ever does is talk the talk but not walk the walk.... well whatever.. i don't care ( Read more... )

HAPPY GOBBLE GOBBLE!!!! which was a log time ago but i have a computer to write.. this weekend was okie i mean no problems came out.. thanksgiving day, val and i had an adventure.. heehee.. we went to his work and ate there.. and we also took his niece (which people thought was our daugther!!! WTF!!!) but we had fun.. then we played DBZ and almost ( Read more... )

this past week as been blah... and a grr.. i mean... wednsday night is where i wished everything was back to normal... agghh.... pain in my tummy.. PAIN IN MY TUMMY... GRR.grr.. val, me, jovie, and raul went to the pier at night.... everything was fine.. until i puked out everything in me..and that i fainted and fell on the floor.. puke everywhere ( Read more... )

for the 18 years that i've lived, nothing is more depressing then what happened wednsday afternoon.. hurt by what is known as being "DISOWNED" from my own mom, having yell at me for nothing.. ... i know people can be angry... but this ANGRY??? what did i do? to get this treatment.... it hurts to see that your own mother won't support you for ( Read more... )

heads hurts and i'm done with psychology.. yay!!!! blah.. things are looking good... yay.. haha.. well i have nothing to write so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!1