so life pretty much sucks still... I got my license.. and I'm completely scared to drive by myself.. which my sister made me do last night.. well.. actually early this morning.. my mom had even told her she had to be with me.. and we are heading towards the freeway when the stupid dick fuck calls Kris.. and well she has us turn around.. its just ( Read more... )

Ehh..I was really never at an up... but I sure am goin down... fast... I'm getting so depressed lately.. I dunno why.. I wish it would go away... I'm so lonely... life sucks. Alecia and I never got to go pick up Kayla and their friend Sean...which sucks.. I guess maybe tomorrow or tuesday I hope anyways.... we'll see.. Tomorrow I get to go in and ( Read more... )

You know.. its kind of funny how ppl think I'm so fucking immature and childish.. when I'm not.. I know I'm not. I'm sorry I'm a lil more grown up.. and I'm sorry to dissappoint you all who think I am so0o0o childish.. you don't even know me.. don't talk shit. People should really ask instead of accuse me of something I totally didn't do. If I ( Read more... )

Hmm so.. I dunno.. its been a few days since I've last posted... life sucks.. parents going to get a divorce, one of the baby kittie's died, my sister is having a hard time, my moms still into her bad shit.. she keeps lying. My step dad is going to leave me all alone.. I can't do this on my own.. I feel so alone.. and empty.. I'm pretty much numb ( Read more... )

Okay well Alecia has been here for like awhile since saturday night (Early Sunday morning) Its been cool hangin out with someone not bein alone.. sucks assholes bein alone. Well I passed my drivering test!!! Yay go me I can drive now.. now I just gotta get my mom to take me to the drivers division in WVC so I can get the actual license blah that ( Read more... )

OMFG THATS FUNNY SHIT!!! I deleted that one person.. but thats fuckin funny as all hell!!!

What is your name?:Michelle How old are you?:16 When is your Birthday?:September 13th What is your zodiac sign?:Virgo Where were you born?:Cottonwood Hosp. Murray Utah. Where do you live now?:Sandy, Utah What color eyes do you have?:hazel with a tint of rust What color hair do you have?:Reddish How tall are you?:4 foot 9 inches How much do you ( Read more... )

Well.. I had a WONDERFUL time with Alecia.. it was fun kickin it with her again. I can't wait til Tuesday Murphy and Alecia might come over and we might drink n stuffens... fun shit eh?! Well I've been doing a bit better.. just lil thoughts of wanting to cut.. not any HUGE ones.. and I haven't given in.. yet... which is really good. The last time I ( Read more... )

Well I'm going to put something down.. I'm not sure what to quite call it.. at first it started out as a cool poem I wrote last night and have been using for my status on yahoo messanger. but then I add'd to it today.. maybe its dumb.. maybe its not.. I guess I'll find out if someone.. anyone so kindly comments on it.. yet anyone hardly ever does. ( Read more... )

Well my bad mood is finally starting to pass cept I'm getting all sorts of bad depressed.... which isn't good either.. **sigh** I hate this shit.. I just wish I knew what was fucking going on.. I mean like.. fuck if she has moved on found another girl the least she could fucking do was fuckin tell me so I don't fuckin sit here worrying about her ( Read more... )