this 5:51 runny nose.
getting used to this detachment,
head fuck . heaven fucked, unnatached detachment.....

struggling with my addictions again
i dont feel god anymore.

this sick, another to the list.
this sick.
dissapointment.

as the world destroys herself. birth to her own death child.

you wake up with the room on your face.
sheets stuck to your back.
your pale sneeze is indication things are just not going so well.
you come online for another spine in your back
rest your eyes lay down
stay down

the emptiness you try to hide.
your sunken eyes

my heart beat . it blows in the wind. outside her night window . while she sleeps. nights clouds holding pain for thunder another day ( Read more... )

you write your just a silly girl trying to figure out what makes you happy.
not on my time.
the pretty fuck with all her pretty lies. but im the one whos crazy

so be it.
so fucking be it.

you are dead to me

funny u give me the line.; ur doing this for us ( Read more... )

i woke up with a sick feeling.
the whole day yesterday i called you . texted you. hoping you wernt ignoring me.
then HAPPY MOTHERS DAY comes in from you..
and i realize.
you are in fact a fucking asshole.

its a sad realization when you notice the changes ( Read more... )

could you hear the hurt in my voice?

because hurting me. has gotten old to you.

when you say how we dont need to be talking all the fucking time..
when the hate in your voice is so clear. with dial tones and busy phones.
my heart hanging on dry line, sun setting dry birds pecking.

ive let you way to far in.
sometimes im just dying to try and get you out.

funny the places you used to go to when you were younger ( Read more... )