yeah, so I guess it's been a little while since I've updated or anything. And this won't be much of an update, but at lesat it's something. Okay, so maybe nothing would have been better, but that's just too damn bad ( Read more... )

that I'm falling...
FUCK!

just thinking about him gives me the butterflies--it's ridiculously stupid as fuck. and thinking about holding hands with him the other night gets me all light-headed. it's silly, i know

I hate my goddamn parents right now. They don't fucking trust me anymore and it hurts like fuck that they don't trust me enough to spend the night out at a house that i've spent the night at i don't even know how many times before. after i've made the conscious decision to get shit with my life straight and everything--goddamn it. I haven't gotten ( Read more... )

So, I've seriously been wondering lately ( Read more... )

It was beyond wonderful to see Sam and Ellen tonight. It'd been far too long. And I love them entirely too much to have gone without seeing them for so damn long. It made me so happy to spend time with them and I can't wait to see them again ( Read more... )

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Today/Tonight was lovely! And that is a big ass cat that he has. But that's okay, she's my favorite out of all of them. I told her that, too. Yep ( Read more... )

Today has been one of the more difficult days. I'm not sure why. But I do know that I don't like it. In fact, it sucks ass. But there will be days that are shitty like this, and I just have to deal with them. Keep on taking one day at a time and hopefully there won't be too many consecutive shitty ass days. Because well, that'd really suck.

if you were a stripper what song would you want to be your designated song for lapdances?

What the fuck? My internet just went out. I think a transformer blew. That's stupid. Anyway, you should answer my question. Please?