my life sucks. i work everyday, i feel like i had no one anymore... no one. i stand alone... lately and i have said this before... "i am not feeling like myself lately" i feel like im stoned. seriously. my emotions are deep inside me, i can feel them, and they hurt but i block them by keeping to myself. lately i care about things, but i dont let ( Read more... )

whoa this weekend was weird... it was fun, but sad... interesting but confusing... but all in all, it came out to be a fun sad intersting confusing weekend... i went to my dads friday, and then went to work on saturday... after work me and jennifer and ashley and ronny went to zachs work blah blah blah... i feel so sorry for ashley.. she had ( Read more... )

today was pretty sucky... i went to school, which sucked.. when to work , which sucked, then i went to ronnys house and ronny jennifer chris chris and zachy were there.. we basically lit a liter on fire and watched it flaming and then burst into flames as zach ran over it, was told to leave by the cops, watch ronny run around claiming to be gay, ( Read more... )

well i have been working the last couple weeks at mcdonalds.. im starting to like it... my favorite person is abel and i found out today he is sixteen... i thought he was 20... well i dont li ke working everyday, but i guess ill put up with it for a month like jenny horvath says and then ask for days off... well i feel like im sorta of losing my ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream that i was walking behind anthony, and all of the sudden he turned around and kissed this ugly girl in the hallway... in my dream i acted like i didnt care, so anthony wouldnt see my pain i guess... but i went home and cried and cried.. i woke up with tears in my eyes and my screams of pain in my head.. my grandma was ( Read more... )

today, was a great day... i thought about so many things tonight, and i thank kelly so much. i cant find the words to thank her.. i guess i did push church aside and everything, but it was great going tonight and i realized many things.. but im not going to talk about it online, its such a great thing that words dont express much but whats there, ( Read more... )

today was a good good day... well after school that is, during school i cant remember cause me and jenny were doped up on comtrex which is cold medicine cause we are sick... yeah well after school i went for a job interview, and yep i got the job! its pretty embarrassing though... do you want frys with that? yeah shitty ass mcdonalds... well i just ( Read more... )

i fucking hate dale kurecki and i hope jennifer hits dales car this time... JENNIFER I GIVE YOU PERMISSION ( Read more... )

omg i love tommy. he kept poking me. awwwwwwwwe omg he is so beautiful!!! jennifer picked me up today.. and we saw tommy and a bunch of people coming back from their soccer game... so we turn around and its tommy, nary, george, joey,(they are all brothers) and chris brown... so we all get in the car and we drove to their house and tommy got out, ( Read more... )

PsychoBiitch9494 [5:19 PM]: joey guess what im eating ( Read more... )