So ... I've noticed that my relational woes are not uncommon lately. Or, well, ever. I got to thinking, reading Anya's list of what she wants in the man she'll love, and I started jotting things down, and before I knew it ... it got kind of long ( Read more... )

It's probably too early to be wanting Christmas, huh ( Read more... )

Diana Krall "East of the Sun (and West of the Moon)" originally sung by Frank Sinatra (? someone correct me on this ( Read more... )

I'm cheating. I'm supposed to be working on my paper, but it's been nearly four hours, pretty steady and straight through, and I feel like my brain is going to turn into jello soon. So ... here I am haha ( Read more... )

Last night was a good conversation. Time spent that I really couldn't afford, but a good conversation. Nothing resolved, but then only time and experience can really resolve what we're worrying over. I talked, he listened, he understood, and we talked.

He apologized.

It meant a lot that he apologized ( Read more... )

Somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and thehomework.....
and the incessant forwards..... and thefriendships..... and the calls to each other complaining aboutcrushes!!...... Somewhere b e t w e e n thephone callsto old friends.....And the"I miss you's," the"I love you's"....... And the "What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere b ( Read more... )

Right now, feeling a tear trickle unexpectedly down my cheek, right now it the hardest time for me. Saturday night, and I spent an empty morning and $63.00 buying khakis, and I have no plans for tonight, and no one to call, and nothing to do. Homework to not do before me, empty email in box, knowing you're a phone call away, knowing you're so close ( Read more... )

Singin’ Ring Around the Rosy
Pocket full of dreams and posies
Pattycake, the Baker’s Man
Tag - You’re it! and Kick the Can
Think I hear my mama calling
Gotta go, ...man I loved you so.

It frustrates me more than anything when you don't understand what I say ( Read more... )

I think anticipation makes me grumpy. I think homework makes me grumpy. I think ... everything makes me grumpy ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm torn. One day I think one thing, the next another all together. I get to a point where I've made my mind up, decided what needs to be done, and I feel great about it for a few minutes, and then doubt creeps in. All that I'll lose is suddenly so important again.

I can't lose him, but I can't lose me.

Lenny Kravitz "Can't Get My ( Read more... )