Im getting promoted. More money, less free time. And everyday thinking I wish I was ....

but Im looking to buy my own place. With Mike and Amy renting from me.

I dont know if Ill be on this more or not. Im dropping out of school. For the time being its just what I want to do. I dont have the drive to do much more then what Im keeping busy with. And honestly I dont care. Same issues, same problems. Less of a carefree look. I might be falling somewhere familiar and as is I don't care enough to save myself. ( Read more... )

I saw Across the Universe tonight. Its like Moulin Rouge minus the whores. Even the main male charecter sounded like Ewen McGregor. It was a good movie nonetheless but it brought up alot of old feelings. Some might understand the connection and some may not oh well ( Read more... )

Life is busy busy busy. Being 21 is as good as I thought it would be. and now its 3 in the mornin and I gots to be gettin up at 8 ta ta

I just wana be 21 already. Not so much so that I can go out and have fun and blah blah blah but more to just be able to have alcohol available for me to buy bring home and spend the night in a bottle. Emo, maybe. Sad, deffinately. And yet I so desire for it to be May already

and Im better... fuck mood swings like Im some pmsin chick...no offense to all you ladies out there .. maybe I still need that punch in the face

I dont know what the fucks wrong with me. Everythings been ... ok if not good. Ive been seein someone off and on for a few months.. not exactly what I was hopin for. I spent tonight not doing school work though. Listening to .. songs that I listened to a few years ago, I did that stupid lets look at old stuff from a few years ago thing, that I ( Read more... )

I cant respect ANYONE who cant beat me in arm wrestling. As is I dont respect anyone... ok? I made that up

maybe I spoke too soon

everythings gooood. I was nervous at first but things get better and better.