She's pregnant. My best girl friend from home is knocked up. She's pissed because she "needed me" when she found out. She's pissed because she says she called six times but I don't have any missed calls from her. She's pissed for unacceptable reasons. I just want things to be okay again.

You say that you understand but I don't understand. You don't know what it's like. You can't know what it's like to have your own brain working against you. Making you think that every text that isn't responded to, every phone call missed, every slightly mis-spoken word means that someone dislikes you, that you're a terrible person and that you ( Read more... )

I am so anxious to get back to Des Moines. I think about it, and I don't completely know why. I'm not looking forward to going back for him. I'm terrified of that. I'm terrified that my heart will be broken when I get back. He says I have nothing to worry about..but I'm so scared. I shouldn't be. Cuz he just bought me little big planet (for ( Read more... )

Drama. I can't believe I put up with so much of it for so long. I don't care who you date. I don't care where you work. And I don't care who your exes are ( Read more... )

What was the reason you last received flowers ( Read more... )

fuck. i hate this. i hate my anxiety disorder. more than anything

You'​​​re stuck​ on an eleva​tor with the perso​n you fell the harde​st for, what happe​ns ( Read more... )

Frustrated.  I'm posting this here, cuz probably, Karissa won't read it.  It's going to be full of insults and anti-feminist things. *note* i still have feminist beliefs.  I just am incredibly pissed off.

I went to bdubs for lunch with my boy.  I fucking adore bdubs.  I have *never* had a bad experience there.  EVER.

Until today with the stupid ( Read more... )

I hate class.  I don't want to go anymore this week.

Yes I know it's pissy yes I know it's lame.

But I am super upset with my massive amounts of homework.

So this blog exists purely because I want to read Miss B's account and Sarah's account.  :-)  And so I can comment on Sarah's.