I FEEL SO ALONE RIGHT NOW ITS UNBELIEVEABLE!!!

I AM ALONE, MORE ALONE THAN EVER BEFORE

 i still feel like shit today, i think it might be pmt but i dont feel like im going to kill the next person who pisses me off i feel like im goin to run off and cry at the next negative comment, which isnt the way my pmt works ( Read more... )

w ow its been nearly 2 years since i felt angry enough to write in here, i still argue with my mom but now its more for amusement than anything else cos she deserves to be hurt...yes i know thats childish and pointless but it makes me feel good, and at the moment i REALLY could do with something to make me feel good ( Read more... )

i've been arguing with my mother by email again, she reckons i should respect her and my grandad, but she abandoned me and he makes up shit about my dad, whats for me to respect?? im just upset at the moment cos shes been sayin shit about my dads parenting skills again, which she knows fuck all about and he did a perfectly good job thank you very ( Read more... )

after having 3 really gud days wiv my m8s iv gone bck 2 having a really bad day and its come down with a really gr8 big crash..... its my stupid grandad again, i swear if he wasnt 200 miles away id av killed him, he basically told my bro everything that goes wrong is my dads fault, i mean wot the fuck does he know??? NOTHING thats what he knows, he ( Read more... )

You Are 70% Weird
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well i still hate livin on the isle of wight, i still wish a hole wud open up in the ground, i still think im loosing my friends but 4 sum reason im feelin a bit better bout life in general, maybe its cos im goin bck 2 uni soon n then i at least av sum friends 2 talk 2 even if they arnt the 1s im worried bout loosin cos lets face it there stuck wiv ( Read more... )

i still feel so alone, i dont no wether its cos im 200 miles away frm all my friends or cos then dnt seem 2 care nemore that im not around, they dont even realise im soo depressed about it cos there all off bein happy or sortin out their own problems, i was really feelin down last week but i put that down to pmt cos my pmt either manefests itself ( Read more... )

This is just a poem i decided to write because i felt like it, it kinda describes my mood at the moment too ( Read more... )

thats it thats all i want out of life that would make me happy, then i wouldnt have t come onj here n write about how depressed i am cos if i felt wanted or apreciated, things would not get me down so much my problems would not be so important, id be happy, but is this too much to ask?? all i want out of life is to be happy and still that one thing ( Read more... )