I wish I was back at beach where all i had to worry about was putting on my sunscreen. I could pretty much forget the rest of the world. I could just chill near the water with a beer and just dance.

I have the Avenged Sevenfold concert on Friday and then school starts again on Monday.

I wish I could just lay in bed for days. I love the smell and feel of my covers and my seven pillows.

It's August, that means summer is ending and the fall will be rolling in. I love the fall but it also bring school. I just got my school books. I'm actually preparing ahead of time. I'm so sick of going to school and I'm terrified of going to ( Read more... )

Things I have in mind for the summer:

-campfires

-bbq’s

-swimming parties at my house

-baseball games

-working out

-OCMD

-wine trip

-buying myself an itouch

-possible tattoo

-parties <3

-washing my car in the sun

-hiking at Rickett’s

-Knoebel’s, Hershey Park, Dorney Park

-ice cream

-concerts at Montage (possibly Warped Tour, Disturbed and Avenged Sevenfold, ( Read more... )

neuro final done ( Read more... )

I just wish I could cut my heart out. It never stops hurting anyway. I can't do anything to stop feeling like this. I can't focus on my life and school, I can't tell if I'm hungry, or tired. I feel like an empty shell.  I just don't know what to do ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever felt more alone.

"He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie"

Oh shit.I'm a terrible person and I don't know what I want in life. I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to feel, feel happy and content ( Read more... )

I feel like there is something wrong with me but I can't put my finger on it.  IMaybe something is missing in my life? I don't know. 

I'm happy. I think the happiest I've been in awhile. I'm over the whole another year of school thing. I've accepted it. I actually like the classes I'm taking. My global politics prof is so dorcky that I find it oddly endearing. For my history of the American West class we watched a John Wayne movie ( Read more... )