Pascal is the bestest friend anyone could ever have. He puts up with so much, and is still always there...

So this is where I stand right now.

-IL in undoubtedly unhealthy for me. If it weren't for a few good friends I'd never come back here.
          -This is why I've chosen to do my best and spend as little time in this town as possible. Anyone who wants to see me better talk to me soon or else they're gonna miss out. (CO, TX and Sweden are on ( Read more... )

I don't know how much more of this I can stand. I hear my friends reaching out to me, trying to give me sound advise. I just can't seem to do it. They just don't want me to fight a losing battle...especially when what I'm fighting for is my biggest enemy.

...is kind of boring. I miss the guys back at KU but there isn't anything I can do about it cause even if I went back none of them are going to be there. The sad thing is none of them, (minus Dan) are going to be there when I get back and school starts again either. That's the sucky part of making friends with the senior class I guess but I just ( Read more... )

41 Facts:

Today Did You-

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
For only a moment.

2. Learn anything new?
Some stuff about exergy...no I didn't spell that wrong

3. Talked to an ex?
Nope

4. Miss someone?
A lot of people, everyone is busy cause its so close to finals

-Last Person Who-

5. Laid in your bed besides you?
Chris

6. Made you cry?
I dunno, ( Read more... )

So I've been chilling in my apartment for a couple days now trying to get even the most minuscule amount of motivation to write my paper for english. This one is a doozy, not because it has to be ten pages long and not because my sources are hard to follow and it is nearly impossible to find quotes. This paper is freaking hard because there ( Read more... )

I really need to remember to not take my meds on any night I know I'm going to be drinking...I get loopy. And probably say things I shouldn't.

I wonder if he noticed...

So I've been out of the loop lately. Well, at least the IL loop. The only info I generally get is through facebook or people's away messages when I happen to actually be around my computer and online. But that doesn't happen very often. It's just that time of year, crunch time. I'm in the last four weeks of school and I can feel it. There's a lot ( Read more... )

So it turns out I can run...kind of. I have to take a lot of breaks, my lung feels like it's going to collapse, my bad knee feels like it's going to give out every time I hit a hill (which there are a lot of over here), my bad ankle feels like its just gonna blow up and over all I feel like I'm gonna die ( Read more... )

Once life starts getting better it seems to try and crash again. Why is that ( Read more... )