Dear you,
The hardest part right now, is listening to all my favorite music, watching all my favorite movies and talking to all my favorite people which all remind me of you and all the good times. Then I have to realize it's all over.  No one will let me forget. I just want to forget.

~L

Yet again, life has made it ever so clear that girlfriends are the bane of my existence. They steal my friends. They get jealous. They nag. They gripe. And they make pointless rules. Overall, I don't see who can stand 90% of them ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated with people. It very rarely gets better and then things come crashing down. I feel myself becoming thoroughly disappointed with how people talk to me and how they treat me. It's all much too passive. Like if you don't directly say what's going on that will somehow make it better? Maybe it just makes you feel better. But I feel it ( Read more... )

Why can't I have just one year where I don't have to worry about any serious health problems. WHY?!

I really need one of those good friends right now, but no one's around.

--For the second time this week I have inexplainably broken out in welts all over my abdomen. I really don't know why ( Read more... )

Please remind me never to drink an amaretto sour, tequila sunrise, long island ice tea and a cosmo in the same 1.5 hour period again.

Thanks

So yeah, this coming break should be one very different from any other. Things are happening, I'm not going into details or anything but yeah...I feel different. I'm looking forward to concentrating on work and friends and not worry about anything else.  I'm really looking forward to some needed friend time with chambana people, and I'm going to ( Read more... )

I'm going to Chicago in two days...and then I'm going to Sweden the week after that....and then I'm going to Kansas two weeks after that....

Catch me if you can!

Work. Nap. Movie. Dirty Merry's. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep. Food. Walk in the sun. Family dinner. Dirty Merry's. Pain. More Pain. Pain killers. Sleep. More Painkillers. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.Painkillers. Bank. Painkillers. Sleeeeeeeep.

I was actually asleep over 3/4 of the past 72 hours...and I still feel like crap. I hate this :(

It's amazing how much like someone you can be even though you've spent lifetimes apart. It's crazy how many things you can have in common even down to things like mannerisms, tastes, likes and dislikes..even though you only really have one thing linking you ( Read more... )