yesterday..... was fun.. and crazy ass eventful!! dezz picked me up and we went to the park and met up with mandy and richie. fuuunn so then we went to get chris and mikey and all crammed into the back seat... we hung out for a while.. dropped mandy and steven off... went to some party to try to find someone to buy us alcohol where we ran into ( Read more... )

tonight was fun.... it consisted of a whoel lot of nothing which is like every night.. I tested my will power and won.. I'm kinda sick of relationship stress like you wouldn't believe.. I flipped out at mikey because he kept telling me to turn aroudn and wasn't listening when I said 40 times that I woudl at the corner.. it's great when I do that.. ( Read more... )

yeah I hate it when I get in moods like this.. and you can't blame it on hormones because I just got done with the whole bleeding out of vagina thing/uterus ripping itself out... I'm suure that was far too much information for many of you but I dont' really care.... I'm just thinking about all the people I used to be close with in highschool and ( Read more... )

today was sooo fun ( Read more... )

I wish I had coffe.... boring ass orientation lasted forever.. I felt like I was gonna pass out the whole time.. I actually did go through like... bouts of narcolepsy... just sitting there then all of a suddeen ZzzZZzzZZzz... haha cuuuute ( Read more... )

today ( Read more... )

WHAT?!?! can't even sleep now. that sucks. stupid brain won't shut up... I forgot something very important today ( Read more... )

yeaaah today is like a million times better. things are hard and confusing but I don't even know. When I woke up I still felt pretty shitty emotionally speaking. Then Devin called and after a bit of discussion I feel 400 times better now. I hate how a sleepless night with no one to talk to and nothing can do can make things seem SO much worse ( Read more... )

these past few days have sucked some major ass. outside of the fact that I've gotten to se dezz so many times!! I miss(ed) her like a biznatch! hmm today was fun and then ended up shitty as fuck.... me dezz and andre went shopping and what not.... wow now that you think about it the day was full of errands.... including mikey and angel along ( Read more... )

everything is fine now...

I took my drug test for work today.. woo hoo I should be working sooooon... uhm yeah I'm bored...