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ah well

back from big bear... scary experience on the freeway...

life is shit.

the end.

SO now the cops are on my ass... as if it couldn't get any worse. life has never been like this before seriously things like this make people run away and commit suicide and do stupid things like that. This is so hard to handle.. now I'm being harassed by the cops because I won't tell her who put stains all over her house....

mentally I feel WAAY better again today... I'm taking this wierd "I don't really care" position about EVERYTHING lately... things that I think I should care about. it's wierd. but yeah still haven't talked to devin but that's like no big deal now. sleep changes things. physically.. my boobs hurt so bad it's not even funny.. damn pms....

as if that weren't enough... just when you feel like things are getting better you find out something bad about your one good thing.....

I really need to have a talk with devin.. now.

Yyyyeaaah: your a really big ho ( Read more... )

so today feels a little better and that's always a good thing... I found out some horrible news about my favorite aunt in colorado.. she lives alone with her dogs who she trained from puppies and they were pedigree champions etc... well anyway the dogs were a big part of her life and she was getting ready to take them some where but they were ( Read more... )

so seriously I think I'm slipping into a depression. It's wierd because just everything that I've been feeling makes sense all of a sudden. All I ever want to do is sleep and I can sleep seriously so much more than I ever could. I could go to bed at 1am and get up at 3pm and still go back to sleep. It's like I'm not even tired but I can just ( Read more... )

today I woke up and sat around the house... played with the kitties... continued cleaning out my closet!! it's scurry stuff ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like you wanted to just run away from all your problems and just start over? well damnit I feel that way right now... I just wish everything could be over with and taht so many things hadn't happened... yet I'm stuck in reality with my ONE AND A HALF FRIENDS... (count them bitch... liz kizzle = 1, devin = 1/2 cuz of the ( Read more... )