ok. so. uhummmm i'm pretty sure that although "god only knows" by the beach boys is really cheesy and stuff but seriously the lyrics are so pretty. i love them. just thought i'd say that you know when you're in love when you can truly appreciate that song... not that i'm in love... perhaps in love with wanting to be in love? idk, my bff jill?
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so ive been taking naps. and in my naps i've been having elaborate dreams that i can only remember about 5 seconds after i wake up, then i forget, but regardless ive been covered in tears, like river-worthy. whiny emo boys might actually be attracted to me if they were to see me in that state. whatever, i just don't like it. and i don't like who i' ( Read more... )

so ive been taking naps. and in my naps i've been having elaborate dreams that i can only remember about 5 seconds after i wake up, then i forget, but regardless ive been covered in tears, like river-worthy. whiney emo boys might accually be attracted to me if they were to see me in that state. whatever, i just don't like it. and i don't like who i ( Read more... )

peopel suck.
blah blah blah blah INTERNAL DRAMA blah blah blah blah blah blah blah PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE BETTER blah blah blah WHATEVER I HATE blahblah blah blah blah blah.

not really, i think its just raging hormones.
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emotions are a funny thing. i don't get them many times, or at least i don't care to get them i should say. like i used to get obsessive when people were angry with me for whatever reason and constantly go over what i could have done to upset them, but now i just let things float around, emotions can go fuck themselves, i could do without them. ( Read more... )

jean is having a mental breakdown.

and to quote rufus wainwright, "please be kind, if im a mess"
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5 pounds in one week.
thank you, slimfast.
finally something good has happened. and i (and by i, i mean lizz and i) decided my life = heroin. EXTREME highs and EXTREME lows. fab. so that probably means that i did really bad on the SATs. whatever. i really don't care at this point where i go to college as long as i can date a gorgeous black guy ( Read more... )

its been a while. cool. just thought i'd update. nothing so new to report, except new musical Title of Show is quite amazing and sort of describes my life, particularly "A way back to then" and then i bought the fantasticks because i thought it was time and i fell in love with "much more" and then i felt compelled to download "stars and moon" from ( Read more... )

my life is seriously an endless abyss of freaking bad events. i am just at the point where i feel like no one cares, and im feeling this for absolutly no reason at all. just ranting and going insane with no reason for depression. i have to try really really hard to not be all depressed and emo because i hate being that way and getting all this ( Read more... )

ok so last night i read dear john by nicholas sparks. and i was like "oh yummy, some good romance, maybe a little fighting and a happily ever after story." but no. already being depressed about my lack of a love life, now i am constantly on the verge of crying at the slightest mention of any soliders and i fucking hate it! GAH! NICOLAS SPARKS! WHAT ( Read more... )