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hey yall...i dont wanna do a long update...but i do have 2 tell u somethin big..im updating from my very own...LAPTOP!!....yeah bitches...lol -
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i hate change.....ppl leavin...me leavin....if i had it my way i'd still b in fl wit my fa'quan...i'd still b livin wit spike....and i'd still b happy.....and now one of my best friends that i work wit is leavin..he's like my big teddy bear.....im not talkin 2 another one of my "friends" cuz he fuckin wrote some shit about me on the men's room wall ( Read more... ) -
What Do You Have To Say? - Music: My First Favorite Band
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i think i figured out y i only post sad depressing journals about all the bad shit in my life....its cuz nothing good ever happens....ever....i found out my ex-bf moved back 2 az 2 b wit his ex and her son...im def not over him..at all....then 5 minuts after i discovered that, i learn that my best guy friend joe is dating this chick jenn....that ( Read more... ) -
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i keep asking myself...y do i have 2 feel so much?? y do i let things bother me??...y do i always feel so alone??....i kno i only post on this when im depressed...so no1 prolly reads it...but this 1 u mite wanna pay attention 2...prolly cuz i just cut my wrist..and i think my depression's gettin worse....i need help -
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y do i always do this 2 myself?? y do i always attach myself 2 guys who r either: jerks, guys i barely know, guys who r emotionlly unavailable, or r already attached?? wat in the hell is wrong with me?? i feel like im becoming like my mom cuz i keep feelin like i need a bf 2 make me happy.....i wanna distance myself from this guy, but idk how...... ( Read more... ) -
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u know wat i've decided??...im gonna stop caring...caring about other ppl, wat ppl think of me, and everything else in general.....by caring i get myself hurt on a constant basis.....i dont wanna hurt anymore....im just gonna b numb and emotionless....wat choice do i have?? the wrolrd is cold and emotionless, so y should i try 2 b different??....im ( Read more... ) -
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y does every1 up here only think about themselves?? i have a "friend" up here who i consider 2 b a close friend....i've been there 4 her everytime she needed a shoulder 2 cry on, a babysitter 4 her daughter, a buffer between her & her bf, a way for her 2 get out of her house.....i've done so much 4 her....and how does she repay me?? by totally ( Read more... ) -
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hey every1....i'm extremely sick with pneumonia.....just keep me in ur prayers....cuz last time i had it, it was in both lungs & i nearly died from it....i'll check in again so yall know i'm ok -
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i am officially amused...lol....i love myspace classifieds...lmao