( ...why I almost had to go to the ER tonight! )

well ... a good friend of mine told me when you feel like it just couldnt get any worse, that's when things turn around for the best! well it's the truth!!! TRUST!! I swear I was at rock bottom - it sucked... I was jobless depressed, which im not sure why and then top it off alone! fuckin blew! Well I met some cool new friends and got closer to ( Read more... )

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I posted this on myspace a few day's ago - figured I'd add it to my LJ also while I was here updating x33 ( Read more... )

( would you even recognize me? )

I wrote this on myspace - but since I put alot of thought into it ... seems like a journal type entry. So here it is ( Read more... )

Good Morning! - even tho I haven't slept yet!... hey is it groundhogs day?!?! - yes!

Well I didnt check but Im pretty sure the last time I wrote was when Anthony popped the BIG Q and asked me out. Well That was November 9th - meaning its almost been 3 months, just about a week to go! I really could not have asked for a better boyfriend! Honestly! ( Read more... )

Yeeooo ( Read more... )

OHHHH MYYY GODD!!
WOW! the subject really does say it best - I'm not even sure what to say. Could this be for real?!? I am sooooooooooooooooo happy! I honestly don't think I've ever felt quite like this before. Do you believe in fate? I do, and my newest friend says he does as well! Do you believe there is something or someone that helps fate ( Read more... )

This song iZ for everyone that said I was programmed, hard wired that I'd self destruct They'd say I was destined to alwaZe be desperate They said I was the one who alwaZe fucks up ( Read more... )