nothing harder...

[psylumgogo]

friday night and all i want is the strength to not drink. i would be out probably getting smashed and having fun but im not. i let the drink get to me. it got to me bad this time. i wake up, feel like shit untill i drink again. i have hardly eaten in the last week and ive had nearly debillitating anxiaty attacks every sobber second. drinking

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[vyl8]

how did it go?

[malaul]

a good suport system will help as well as what Brenton has said...
you know there are folks around you that can offer a shoulder or assistance.
Ask when you need help

- Momma

[psylumgogo]

thank you for the ideas and insperations. i got through the first night some how with out a sip. quite horrid i must add. yesterday i had only four light beers. today has been rough. my first real fathers day. last year i still wasnt positive my child was mine. But i had Star Baby over today and she nothing but a joy. it will probably be the last time i see her for i while. just makes me think. and perhaps it made me weak and ive injested alittle more the just four. but my eyes are glowing with the thoughts of my friends that want me to get better and care about me as i do for them. and once again i thank you. i know i am never alone.