once again i have returned from tourny. broken and scared but stronger then ever. waiting to see the faces of those i left when the summer did come stong apon us. ive miss you, and cant wait to see your smiles. so whens the party?

Your Birthdate: July 15

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene ( Read more... )

friday night and all i want is the strength to not drink. i would be out probably getting smashed and having fun but im not. i let the drink get to me. it got to me bad this time. i wake up, feel like shit untill i drink again. i have hardly eaten in the last week and ive had nearly debillitating anxiaty attacks every sobber second. drinking ( Read more... )

intresting week. back from rochester for a few days. that place just may suck me back in when im done with my travels. it seems pretty good now a days. good peeps, thanks to jesyka, brenton, dirt, brandon and butthead(i stole a cheese sandwich) and shell for grabbing me from this hole. hung out with some one i hadnt really seen in a few years ( Read more... )

stupid little girl: i feel so bad ( Read more... )

who needs razor blades when you have music...they cut twice as deep.

im taking today kinda hard, if you cant tell.

with a spine like this who needs enemies... i might have to stop this whole posting of everey thing. im doing it for the wrong reason. maybe today was just too hard. probably doing the same tomorrow. didnt get everything. place was a mess. hard to find a needle in a stack of hay. maybe ist just to hard to see though the hay. god i need ( Read more... )

as before i noticed grand island sucks. so before i go and join the circuse again im thinking about traveling a bit on my own. made plans today for nyc, florida, and somewhere in the mid west. not much money to work with but im good at robbing old ladies. need to go shopping first and get a good tent and maybe a gun. spirits are high and it ( Read more... )

i drew the blade with full knowledge of where to place it. it found its mark and now im here alone in the dark where i wanted to be. its always sad when something dies. i hate crying... i hate country music...

fuck this sucks...

why didnt anyone tell me that i would look alot hotter without side burns. well atleast i think i do. thought you were my friends.