i am safe and sound at my grandma's house. i'm warm and i feel loved and i'm all full of pie and burritos. basically, best thanksgiving ever.

there is only one person i can spend 4 hours on the phone with and not get annoyed. well. that's what i thought. as of last night there are two. i think i had the best 4 hour conversation i've ever had.

when communication lines are down, things get ugly fast. it shouldn't be that hard to say "hey can you do this?" or "i think we need to talk." i think i now have a list of people i need to say this second one to.

so i've been working on a book. it's a bit of a mess. and hiding in pieces in a million places. i wasn't ready to talk about it. i think i have a name for it now. it's going to be a definite jab at someone.


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i told my grandma to tell me that i want a hysterectomy for christmas. midol is not working. i left school early because i felt like i was going to pass out. i know i quit drinking but that was recreational. this is medicinal and the only thing that seems to work.

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I decided not to meet with an advisor and instead went by the proposed major on the website. I'll meet with one this spring for registration help since creative nonfiction is an actual major as of then.

Tuesdays:
9-1150am College Mathematics
1230-320pm Nonfiction Film as Literature
330-450pm Science Fiction

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why is it that some people aren't happy unless they're making someone feel sorry for them? i'm just wondering.

i can't believe it's november already. months are shorter than i think they are. i have to meet with an advisor next week. fun.

i have come to develop a weekly tradition. it looks like this is week three without said tradition. i miss my little tradition.

i'm disappearing for a few days soon. don't miss me too badly.

so i think i like someone. actually the mess in my head about this is pretty extreme. you're not allowed to ask questions.

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this is not a good feeling to be having.
this is cryptic.
i don't know if i want to talk about this.
the end.