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1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

as a result of the impending intellectual melt down and the onset of winter, i'm sick. and as a result, i missed matty pop chart and erin tobey. fuck my life. and tonight i'm missing a good friend's show. however i am venturing out to michael's farewell dinner thing as he's moving back to LA like tomorrow. booourns ( Read more... )

i feel like i should write cindy crabb a thank you letter for writing doris and then compiling the anthology. but i don't know how she'd feel about getting a letter from a stranger reading "dear cindy, thank you for writing. the doris anthology made me want to fall back in love with life at a time when i wasn't so cool with being alive."

i'm actually feeling better ( Read more... )

i'm anemic. beginning stages. i need to take a multivitamin every day, take an extra iron supplement for a week or two, and skip the sugar pills in my birth control until i can get in to a doctor to switch them.

i'm pretty sure i've finally talked my dad into shelling out for at least half of a health insurance payment twice a month.

the blue line debacle yesterday caused the freakout to end all freakouts. i called my grandma at like 10 o'clock crying and stressing out and she actually gave me the quit school option. but after talking for another 10-15 minutes i didn't want to anymore. and i told her about beating the shit out of myself in my sleep. and talked about the ( Read more... )

i say i'm going to overhaul my life and set on some weird path of self improvement. and usually nothing improves. but seriously, i've been this half assed version of myself since as long as i can remember. it's like i know i can be and do better but i'm afraid of it. all the while "another cold front's moving in. there's no perfect way to live ( Read more... )

not calling the current crush for at least a week and ignoring all those "oh man, you're real cute and nice." minicrushes until the end of the semester.

wish me luck.

i want to cute up. not like "so i like this boy and i see him twice a week does this look stupid on me?" like i want to be cuter all the time. how do i do this? so like if you ever thought "man tague would be really fucking cute if she _____" now is the time to share that thought with me. thank you and goodnight.