i don't have that much drama in my life right now. so instead i'm living vicariously through others. and tv. i watched the emmys the other night. that was fun. and tonight i watched grey's anatomy. it was last year's season finale. i hadn't seen it yet. it was very dramatic. i really hope meredith doesn't break up with derrick. that would ( Read more... )

it's been a while. i go walking in the park now. i try to go every day. i always listen to music because that helps me think. i walk on the bike path. and sometimes the music moves me to like dance or sing along or something. and then some biker passes me and i get really embarassed. but i'm proud that i'm doing some physical activity. the ( Read more... )

i was asked yesterday by my mother if i could assist our church in a community meal (for poor people in lakewood). and right away i was like, ohmygod why do i have to do this why do they always ask me to do this dumb stuff?!?!?!?! and i basically had a little fit to myself. and then my mom said, well, i'll ask sarah to do it instead, and if she ( Read more... )

You Are From Neptune
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....that's a cole porter song. for most of my life i thought that love was something important. i thought it was something that everyone strived for, something that everyone wanted, or even whether everyone wants it or not, something everyone should want. i remember listening to one of the street preachers once on campus talking about how two ( Read more... )

i was just walking back here, to my apartment, from my multicultural ed final (which, by the way, i think went very well) and i ran into pam miller.  we were talking about her jury and how she still had a lesson to make up afterwards, which i said was ridiculous.  and then she was like, "ok, good luck on your finals" and i told her to have a good ( Read more... )

my mouth tastes like alcohol still.  ewwwww.  i think last night i pretty much hit rock bottom.  i was at the king house for senior night, and i got really drunk like i wanted to, and then i just started calling dumb people on the phone and i got depressed and cried all night while walking back and forth across campus by myself.  and then i called ( Read more... )

i went to our place in the universe today because we had a constelation and star quiz (which i'm pretty sure i got 100% on) and ended up staying to hear the lecture afterwards.  and our prof started talking about the creation of stars and what they are made of and then black holes and how they are actually incredibly dense dead stars who have a ( Read more... )

ok, i would like to tell two quick stories ( Read more... )

1. How old will you be in five years?
27

2. What month is your birthday?
april

3. How tall are you?
5' 11"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
i don't know.  i'm graduating.  i think that's more something i'm not looking forward to though.

5. Last person you ate with?
i ate with most of the entire library staff last night at the ( Read more... )