i am a total idiot.... why do i always seem to screw up something so perfect???

I am so incredibly bored right now. I am thinking of birthday ideas for DeAnna. I am thinking about getting her a lot of little things, and I have a good idea about some things. I just have no idea what else to think about. I know I will think of something ( Read more... )

well i havent really done much of anything today. i found out that i did not have to go to work this morning because they hired a lotta new people and and they wanted the trainers to do most of the work, so i got to sleep in a little bit....yay! so i woke up and decided to try to do one load of laundry so i dont have to do so much when deanna comes ( Read more... )

I had a great weekend, and I am sooo glad. Friday night, DeAnna and I had an amazing time going to Carrabba's here in Mobile. The food was amazing, but the people that were at the place that night were extrememly rude. I know we were on like an hour and a half wait, but it is well worth the wait. Then, we came back to my place here and just kinda ( Read more... )

Life it seems, will fade away ( Read more... )

You Are 40% Weird
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i wish Katrina would have just taken me with her so i wouldn't have to go through all the crap that i have to go through. i am fortunate to be alive and have a place to live, but i really hate being "me" most of the time. when is it gonna be my time? why can't things be perfect like they were before? from the end of October 2002 to the beginning of ( Read more... )

yanno, i think that i write some of my best stuff when i am really down. i dunno why it is, but my emotions just flow straight through my guitar, and everything just comes out sound okay. i think i got that inspiration from aaron lewis. his songwriting skills are amazing. i can just pop in one of their cd's, and the words and emotions he unleashes ( Read more... )

let me know what u think about this song. this is an original that i was going to play at Lindsay's tribute this Sunday, but due to Katrina, i don't think Pascagoula is going to have it there. i want to know if the words are okay for those of you who knew her and if you felt the same way as i did. that will be at the end ( Read more... )

This has been some of the worse few days that I can remember. I do not know what to feel right now. My apartment in Mobile is fine. Minor tree damages in the area, and we lost power and still do not have power as I am typing this. The Mobile area looks pretty bad. You can not go anywhere in the city and not see damage to buildings and trees ( Read more... )