i watched Masters of the Universe last night and all i can say is, "C'mon Julie, it was a plane crash. Those things just happen."

butterfly breezes bowl me over ( Read more... )

“You Won!” flashes on my screen. Pixilated dots flying toward the center of the screen collide into fireworks adding emphasis to my success. These two words couldn’t be more wrong, but they are the most direct, congratulatory words I’ve seen or heard in years. In adult life, you can reward yourself when you’ve succeeded. Only you know which ( Read more... )

i can still taste her tears.

im finally feeling it, the burden of your absence. it's love and hate, the burden of your absence. im the flame slowly flickering into nothing, succumbing to his fate readily, and yet depressingly in love. i'm finally understanding the loneliness whith which my future will be wrought. i see the grace and sacrifice of being forgotten. i feel the ( Read more... )

damien saves me. cold water... i think i'll get up and watch the sunrise in the morning. i haven't done that since i moved into wenatchee. i have nothing to say really... just feeling pensive, and yet not completing a profound thought. a curious state of being if ever there was one. i could make myself some inspiration, but i haven't decided which ( Read more... )

i have a bitter taste in my mouth. i think it's my growing disdain for humanity. no one sees logic anymore. maybe somehow i'm in the wrong... ...nope. not me this time. logic stands, if you use something, you pay for it. it seems i will be needing another holiday shortly. am i just a high strung person?

today march 14th, 2006, at appr. 2:30 pm ( Read more... )

"And we should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh."

-Friedrich Nietzsche

should i follow my muse? i know where i can find her, but the cost is my morality. doesn't leave much of a question does it? inspiration, like a funnel, spirals out of my spirit and i'm left with nothing. i hope that's enough. can it be enough? am i giving up or becoming more mature? does that make maturity hopelessness? im not hopeless, just ( Read more... )