wo ist meine bean? a me venga!!! so i just finished my week. it feels pretty good to know that not a minute was wasted. everything had purpose, everything was in its place. i haven't had that feeling in years. i made enough money in the last two weeks to get me to peru and back plus around 4 or 5 hundred dollars spending money when i get there. a ( Read more... )

"what did you do today?" became enslaved to an empire of caulk and assaulted a fortress of bees, you? are we spinning again, or is the world still stopped? it's a war over here and you're nothing but butterflies and popsicles! (is that how you spell popsicle ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

there are some things we cannot know ( Read more... )

so, presently im doing my best to see straight... too much alcohol will do that to you. any hope of a linear or somehow intelligible post is lost at this point... thank god, who needs that anyway. life was never linear or intelligible or logical anyway. so i just got home from working a regular weekend job for the first time. double shift yesterday ( Read more... )

im better now, thanks. maybe it's just too much thera-flu... im still sick though, just not as mentally discordant. all i usually have to do is just sit in my rocking chair for a while and sift through my scattered thoughts. so that's what i did. i got company though, which was even better. bean came over and we played chess and i cooked her dinner ( Read more... )

what do you say when there are no more words to describe how much you hurt? when you've already said everything but no one gave the thought to change or be a little more sensitive? what do you say when the people who need to be apologizing or showing concern don't? when all the sympathy or forgiveness you get is from those who don't need to be ( Read more... )

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

im sick and i swear im dying. but i've been swearing about my impending doom for some time now so i'm not sure if it's true or i'm just hoping it's true. i think life would be so much easier for me if i knew i'd only be alive for another five years or less. i'd finally be uninhibited and unashamed. not that i show a great deal of self control now ( Read more... )

avocado for the skin, our love for the soul ( Read more... )