A Dream Within a Dream ( Read more... )

Non Sum Qualis Eram Bonae sub Regno Cynarae ( Read more... )

I give up....

I'm so tired of being blown off and pushed aside. I'm tired of being number two to every small insignificant detail. I'm tired of this bullshit....

The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of this shit. So tired of dealing the the bullshit excuses and the lame reasons. No matter what i say no matter how much i cry, beg, yell, or scream nothing is ever going to change. And sometimes i wonder why i deal with it, and wonder why i put up with it on a constant basis. I've been trying to make things clear all summer in ( Read more... )

It's become extremely clear to me, after going to Nate's graduation party, that i have no use for the vast majority of people i went to high school with, nor they any use for me. Even people that I thought I missed were just the boring, self centered people that i could never see them for in high school. People who i thought were my good friends ( Read more... )

Wanted: volunteer to shoot me in the face. You will get to experience the use of fire arms as well as experience the perspective from point blank range. Applicants leave a comment and i will get back to you with my decision within 3 business days ( Read more... )

just keep bringing on the salt....

It's just been another one of those days where it has become abundantly clear to me how much of a loser i am. My plans to go to Albany the second weekend of July were thwarted when Christy told me she was going to be in Canada with her girls that weekend. Then i got to hear about the joy of being home for her and how close her and all her friends ( Read more... )