for instance dear friends when something that once mattered slips between your fingers, and then that is the time you realize it was the thing that mattered most to you and still matters but it is to late to claim ure prize what does one do then? sit and mourn watch and wait patiently for one to reconcile and apologize for your utter wrongdoings, ( Read more... )

when the rain doesn't fall upon the parched cracked ground ( Read more... )

well for starters i am here at my house all alone being hated for who i am, because i am not what my grandparents want me to be. I just don't see why they can't accept the fact i am who i am, nothing more nothing less, its just well i have no idea any more. I talked to Dane today alot!!!! I was so suprised when he called it made me well kinda happy ( Read more... )

well blake is right here watching me type and well he just walked away so well i can tell you everything that has happend lately with is not alot at all becuase i have been asleep most of the time. when you are asleep you don't have the time to think about life and your problems. i have no idea what else to tell you really except for blake is back ( Read more... )

i am tired of my old journal enteries and i promise these will be better alot better, but all i have to say for now is that i miss talking to jp so much, i miss having him to get me through my problems, i have keot things inside since he died and i need to let them out

Foo shizzle my nizzle bizzle you need a mcfizzle for rizzle whyd u bust my televizzle, thats such a hizzle no one cizzles alriteizzle.

Well lets see i hate britt even more than before and if she hurts zach i will royaly beat her little white ass. not kidding i will too, god damn lying bitch she lied to get him back thats what really pisses me off if she would have told the truth throughtout all this and if she would never have hurt zach this would all be fine, but noo we have to ( Read more... )

DYING DYING ALL THE TIME, DOESN'T MATTER NE WAY URE NOT HERE YOUR GONE GONE WITH HER WILL I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN, OR HAVE THE TIME OF DAY TO BE YOUR FRIEND AGAIN, MAYBE MAYBE NOT, WHO KNOWS WILL I DIE WITHOUT U KNOW IT WILL I WASTE AWAY AND NEVER SHOW IT, WHATEVER BITCH WHATEVER YOU NEVER COULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never

Well more pills more fucked up shit the usual these days is ruinded lives so jump on the bandwagon yall, its the thing to do i guess is rip families apart and stuff ( Read more... )

took too many pms pills feel like i am gonna pass out this sucks, can't sleep may never wake up, ahhh zach left home to be with britt britt is ripping there family apart i hate her.