OK i don't think Jeff hates me, this is so great no it really is I swear to u!!! the fact that what happened happend and he doesn't hate me is amazing i mean really this is the best news i think i have ever heard!! Oh yes!!! I am so happy he will prolly give me a hard time about what happened though but i am willing to put up with that just cause ( Read more... )

Well i think thihngs are slowly getting better today i went to school apparently and then i went to danes great fun, the duck is now in the lake where it belongs. It was great fun i wish i knew what i was doin but i don't i don't want to hurt ne one i am just not sure if i am doin what i want to be doing i guess. casue when it comes to guys ia m by ( Read more... )

still at school, still thinking jeff and i are over it hink i forgot to mention that cause well he is a damn it i can't say ne thing bad about that kid. crazy eh i mean really i dunno what to think or do or say or how to act. ii have no clue what i am writing but if u are reading this u are prolyl confused, but shit happens. ok well thjis time ia m

Well lemme think about it for a minute, i fucked some guy and well now he likes my best friend great news rite? yea all in the same day too hell i didn't make a move one the guy and when he was talkin to her he made it sound like it was all me, pfftt whatever. i am at school rite now and umm stuff. i called sara today cause i forgot my book in her ( Read more... )

yea i am at school pfft. whatever i just got done giving Mr. Griffith a lecture abou our songs. It was a good lecture too i mite add i left him sppechless and mad cause he knew i was rite. but u know it happens. I went to the dentist yesterday and shopping and to courthouse coffe i had a really really good chicken and tomato basil wrap it rocked my ( Read more... )

hmm.. well the day has gotten better i can tell you that much, Jeff does not want to break up with me dance was good, and i am still a lil sad or off or whatever you want to call it but other than that it is ok i am never 100% together unfortueatley. but its ok i get to do the moonwalk this year in recital isn't tthat great i feel special!!!!! well ( Read more... )

Hmm where to satart today was a long day even tho we had a two hour delay!!! I have a feeling Jeff mite dump me and that is never a good thing! Never ever!! i like him you know but i do not like emotional stress i just want that guy to be happy and if it is not with me then i guess thats just the way it will have to be though but no matter what i ( Read more... )

Well lemme think i sat around all day hoping jeff would call rite and that maybe i could see him but noooooooo. So i got on the comp and now i am on the comp again, sittin here getin ready to get off and to go try and call jeff so maybe i will be able to talk to him before tomorrow who knows. any who i dunno i really like him alot but yea and stuff ( Read more... )

Well lets see for starters yesterday was actually pretty funny i was singing a bunch of punk and rock covers of britney spears and the backstreet boys stuff to ppl on the phone it was crazy stuff lots of laughs you know hahahahaha. I got so confused tho yesterday i kinda felt like i needed a hearing aid, I didn't really do anything exciting tho i ( Read more... )

Well hi there i am home now actually, after a lang saga at the airport yesterday, i am here now even tho i almost did not make it back. Cali was great tho i must say kinda sad to leave. While there i went rock climbing, sea kyaking, surfing and shopping, you know the usual. I called Jeff when i got in I have not seen him in forever tho which is ( Read more... )